30 Weeks

Yay...only 10 weeks until my due date. So in my mind it's more like 8 weeks since i had Morgan at 38 weeks. So we will see. I go back next monday, hopefully my blood pressure stays down. I am getting a little worried because i am starting to swell. She needs to stay in there until 37 weeks because i want to be able to take her home with me.

My week this week is going to be pretty crazy. I have a lot of prep work to do for morgan's party, and todd works all week. So basically i am doing everything all by myself. I am so drained and in so much pain i don't know how much i am going to be able to do. But i will just have to suck it up and get everything done. Friday will be the craziest day of them all. I have to clean, make all the food and bake and decorate her cake. It will be a long day. So basically from tomorrow until middle of next week i have plans. I guess i have to get everything out of my system now because once she comes i will be home bound for a couple of months. There is no way in hell i am leaving my house by myself unless it's going to someone else's house. I can't even imagine going to the store w/ morgan and a newborn. I keep warning todd that i just might go crazy w/ 2 kids.

My ultrasound is in 8 days. I am probably the only one excited. Todd doesn't seem to thrilled, but once we are there i know he will love it. Everyone else i talk to says its a waste of money. But ya know i don't care what everyone else thinks. This is a gift to myself and i don't think of myself much anymore. So damnit i'm gonna be selfish with this.