Hoping

I totally thought last night was the night. I started having contractions, at first they were 20 mins then 18, then 15, then 13.....and then....they stopped. I was almost certain that we were going to get packed up and go. Damnit!! Atleast I know that my body and baby are getting ready. I am very crampy today, and my back is killing me....is labor near??? Who knows. I had a dream that she would be born on the 29th, which is today, wouldn't that be weird if it actually happened? I doubt it will, but still. I go back to the doc on Tues. and if my b/p is high again i have a feeling they will induce, but i dunno. I don't seem to be right about too much these days. I am going to talk to the doctor about a possible induction at 39 weeks, only because of Easter. The last thing I want is for my 3 year old to be disappointed that the bunny didn't come because mommy was in the hospital. I want to make sure that I am home to see her face when she sees her basket and gets her eggs. Hopefully my doc will understand my reasoning behind this and agree to induce at 39 weeks. Actually I really hope that she just decides to come on her own before then. We will see.