My Fat Ass

I gained alot of weight being pregnant, and I was not happy w/ my weight before I got pregnant. Before I had Morgan I weighed 125, I topped out at 200 w/ her. I got down to about 155 after 2 1/2 yrs, then got pregnant w/ Alyssa. The last time I got weighed at the doctor i was 210!! YUK :( I don't have a scale in my house so I have no idea what I weigh now, I know i've lost a decent amount cuz I can almost get my wedding rings on, but i know it's nowhere near what I was at before I got pregnant. So my mom decided she would buy me a scale which she is supposed to be delivering to me tonight. Hopefully I don't have a heart attack when I step on it, LOL. I also have purchased a workout DVD...it's called " Jillian Michaels (from the biggest loser) 30 day shred" It says you can lose up to 20lbs in 30 days. I plan on starting this prob next week cuz i don't want to hurt myself since technically I shouldn't be doing strenuous stuff until my 6 week checkup, but oh well. I have also ordered a diet pill that I did a lot of research about. It's called nuphedragen....it's supposed to be really good, i've read reviews about people losing 10 lbs in a the first week. I have tried many weight loss pills in the past w/ no results. I know pills aren't the best way to lose weight, and i know they aren't good for you, but working out on my own has never given me results. So i am really keeping my fingers crossed that working out w/ the video and taking these pills will help me lose the weight and get in good shape. My ultimate goal is to get back down to like 130. I know that's pushing it, but goals aren't supposed to be easy to accomplish, right? I would really like the baby pouch to go away, and i would love to one day be able to put a bikini on again.....i know i am dreaming, but one can dream can't they! Once i get down to 130 (hopefully), i hope to get out of debt and buy me some boobs!!! That is my goal, so keep your fingers crossed that I can reach my goals. I will make sure to post on my progress and hopefully everytime I post it will be a good post:)